In which I preen just a little

[phoenix64]

QuitMeter Counter courtesy of www.quitmeter.com

Fifty-two weeks exactly would have been 12:30 Friday night/Saturday morning, but today's the calendar date anniversary.

I do realize it is wrong that I wish to celebrate my quitting anniversary by having a cigarette. I won't, but I sure want to.

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Yup, I figure I've paid for my laptop and then some!

I tend to feel extremely self-conscious about putting it in these terms, but the truth is I have many of the same issues as any other addict. This is how I dealt with stress and in general how I made myself feel better for 20 years. (I'm always amused at people who seem so bewildered when asking, "Why do people smoke?" Because it's a drug and it works.) It's going to be a while yet before it's not the first urge that I have along those lines.

And I get Andy, yay!